hospital

Today is saturday.I go to the hospital. Although the weather is fine ,but my mood is not good.
Because the examination report show that the estrogen in my blood is lower than normal people therefore my ovary is hardly produce ovum.Probably I have to eat medicine until one day I pregnancy.I am fully awake to the difficulties I am facing . but it is the only way I have to do I can't image when I am 40, I doing my work but l don't have the motives to proceed. I wish one day I can look my children to grow I think it must be a happiness thing in the word . so regardless any difficulty in order to achieve my goal I must have to make efforts, taking medicine every day.